MEANING OF LIFE

 Today’s topic is what is meaning of life. What is the hardest question in the world, and what would be the hardest thing to do in the world? I would say to find meaning of life, and meaning of everything what I have done. When I first think of this question was I think when I was in 6^th grade because that the time when I start puberty, make my life sad, confuse, capricious, depend more to friend than family.

           Meaning of life, in my opinion we will and all the people will found that when they have baby, children, and watching them growing up. Im still a teenager but I can feel that if I have baby and hear them calling me father or something like that I will definitely can feel and found the meaning of life. God crate us from nothing but rock and earth and we crate our baby from nothing but the sperm and eggs. I have think and promise to myself that when im married I will live and work for my wife and when I become a father I will live to see my children smiling and calling me father. Just like my dad, I feel im extremely lucky because I was born from truly great father, he is affable to children always standing on understand and hugging side, he support me whenever I’m in trouble such as once I have involved in school violence and the kid who fight and get hit from me was extremely angry and want huge amount of money or otherwise they will not going to make deal with me. My father has gone to hospital and pays money to the other parents like nothing, and holds my hand. After I came back to our house my dad drink alcohol, and he told me ‘are you okay’ and he was very upset that I get hit from him even if that wasn’t that bad. However I have made my choice that I will live like him even if my kid do something wrong trusts them and will hug the children.

           So my meaning of life is being like my father. I think it was very good choice and I’m look alike my father. I hope so. My dad is the very kind, and he know how to trust people, and he know how to love people, and he know how to forgive people. If I look back of time with my dad, I have seen him always people looking for him, and also get a lot of hurt from people. A lot of people come to my dad because he truly likes him and other kind they come to benefit them self from my dad’s money, but my dad doesn’t care, he believe that if he show real trust to them truly be kind to them they will understand and change it, but still some people didn’t so that and burrow money from dad and run away, everythime when that happen my is extremely unhappy but on the other hand  he also try to understand them. This is why I want to be a father like my dad, he can love, he can forgive, and he found meaning of life family, and I feel like im going to have my meaning of life my family and parents wife children will be the reason why im living this harsh world.