2013년 12월 12일 목요일

ART ART ART

Today’s topic is what I believe about art. Art it’s really deep kind of question, and sensitive topic for me because I want to be an art man. What mean is I want to be a designer. Literally I can’t because I haven’t learned anything about drawing color matching and even a basic about how to grab a pencil properly. For me I don’t know about what other people think about me but I do think that im a fashion star because I always want to try something special. Like what about blue jacket and red shirt and what about roll up pants with high top converse, such a thing like that not like a professional coordinator but very casually.
       In the world their were a lot of great artist, Picaso, Gohhe, Leonardo davinchi, or some other. Theirs very interesting story about picaso’s drawing, he have drawn squirrel with 3 line however, one extremely rich guy have come to him and tell him that he will give massive money to him, and picaso success just like the picture next to it, and there are so many story about him. One day picaso was walking the street with his friends and he has saw the broken bicycle, take out the head and just put on the table and that become the famous 3D art ‘the bull’. I think art does not have the rule when they like something to do they just do it and if we call that is an art it’s an art.
       Do you guys know about abstract expressionism? Abstract expressionism was really famous way of expressing and it is a way of expressing in your own way. Two examples of abstract expressionisms are archery and chariot steering, both of which, strangely enough, still having meaning for us in design. Archery is about never losing sight of the goal while designing. Chariot steering is about knowing how to get the group to where it needs to go. No planning at all, in other words.
       I also believe that not only drawing but also a literally, and in poem, reading is the way of expressing art. Like an movie actor, or Film maker is an also a artist because they express their art with their own way of expressing. Actor they express with voice and gesture. And film maker express their art with making movie in computer graphic. Also singer expresses an art with singing and in their mood. For example Eminem is the great artist who express hip hop in his own way, he was a very man who divorce and have a pretty daughter. He combine his poor life story and rhythmic hip hop. I really do like his music, because he express his on dreadful feeling and combine to hip hop to make memorial hip hop, rhythmic and sad story about his life to make rhythmic ballad.

       Art is really related to our lives and art is one of the most important facts in our lives. Just like we can find in an ancient culture. If you see ancient culture they do not have language and written scripture to send record memory for their children. So in my opinion, beginning of art is to show our children what was our ancient ancestors’ lives.

MEANING OF LIFE

 Today’s topic is what is meaning of life. What is the hardest question in the world, and what would be the hardest thing to do in the world? I would say to find meaning of life, and meaning of everything what I have done. When I first think of this question was I think when I was in 6th grade because that the time when I start puberty, make my life sad, confuse, capricious, depend more to friend than family.
           Meaning of life, in my opinion we will and all the people will found that when they have baby, children, and watching them growing up. Im still a teenager but I can feel that if I have baby and hear them calling me father or something like that I will definitely can feel and found the meaning of life. God crate us from nothing but rock and earth and we crate our baby from nothing but the sperm and eggs. I have think and promise to myself that when im married I will live and work for my wife and when I become a father I will live to see my children smiling and calling me father. Just like my dad, I feel im extremely lucky because I was born from truly great father, he is affable to children always standing on understand and hugging side, he support me whenever I’m in trouble such as once I have involved in school violence and the kid who fight and get hit from me was extremely angry and want huge amount of money or otherwise they will not going to make deal with me. My father has gone to hospital and pays money to the other parents like nothing, and holds my hand. After I came back to our house my dad drink alcohol, and he told me ‘are you okay’ and he was very upset that I get hit from him even if that wasn’t that bad. However I have made my choice that I will live like him even if my kid do something wrong trusts them and will hug the children.

           So my meaning of life is being like my father. I think it was very good choice and I’m look alike my father. I hope so. My dad is the very kind, and he know how to trust people, and he know how to love people, and he know how to forgive people. If I look back of time with my dad, I have seen him always people looking for him, and also get a lot of hurt from people. A lot of people come to my dad because he truly likes him and other kind they come to benefit them self from my dad’s money, but my dad doesn’t care, he believe that if he show real trust to them truly be kind to them they will understand and change it, but still some people didn’t so that and burrow money from dad and run away, everythime when that happen my is extremely unhappy but on the other hand  he also try to understand them. This is why I want to be a father like my dad, he can love, he can forgive, and he found meaning of life family, and I feel like im going to have my meaning of life my family and parents wife children will be the reason why im living this harsh world. 

JUSTICE

Today’s blog topic is do I believe about justice. What I believe about justice is strong on weak person and weak on strong person but the last basement for the human. What I mean by here is justice is the basic law that we have to protect and also fallow. Basically justice system mostly counts on what is right and what is wrong. For example if someone punches you in the face what should u do? There are many flexible way to response, in Hammurabi’s way punch him back exactly where u get hit, and in Christian way give them the other side, and in Babylon it said punish him back with harsher way.
When people think about justice they thought a strong power that destroy the bad people and save people, and I also think that how the justice should looks like. But this is not going to happen; the justice that always punishes evil is come out in super hero comic. Instead it looks like a justice league what it truly look like is trash, governments, Supreme Court’s punishment depended on how much social power and money that they have. And those things happen a lot especially in Korea.
In Korea theirs called “Dogani” and it’s a story about one Korean school placed at country side, rape of student, case. The school is made for handicap people who can’t talk, and the teacher use that as a abusing toy, they use that as a rape, child abuse, and other extreme punishment (something like put it in the washing machine, or torture). However, in Supreme Court they decide they are innocent by not enough evidence. Funny thing is that the day before they have found the rape video, thus they thought its good and they have won the case. But at the end the judge have never seen because lawyer has get convinced by other criminal’s money and social power. So, the case was finish with not enough evidence and they have lost the case. Just like this in the world these days’ justices have gone down to trash.

Unlike what the adults said the real meaning of right and wrong, justice, become only comic books’ own property. This has been appearing in real life before days but it gone know. Good example from before days was john brown. He was an extreme abolitionist who commits murder with his follower for south slaves. However, he was died in south as a dirty cruel murder however in the north he commit the revolution but in south he commit a bad crime but guess what he have get punished, and after that anti-slavery have become stronger. 

what i believe about truth

Today’s blog is what I believe about truth. If people ask me “please, define truth” I would say truth is basic elements to live a life. World without truth may mean world without you. Truth is made between you and I someone to someone, and in here if thers no meaning of you, it means theirs no trust built between people and people and even from extremely close relationship like husband and wife, children and parents and friend to friends.
           Truth is mostly stay on the good side such as catching the bad guys in court by truthful words but however it can be the other way opposite, for example parents’ lying to children, for example one wealthy family is having a great life good car good food happy relationship with each other however, one day his son have to go to somewhere far to study and after that family start getting in bad shape, father mistakenly dumped in business failure, mom’s business also start getting in bad shape, grand mother’s health get bad, and the son have no way to go in college when he come back to them, and every single time when the son call his dad the dad pretend nothing has happened. And here let’s think about the sons feeling. What, and how’s he going to feel?
           In my opinion son will probably feel more than sad or upset, because just like all the people they will know, even if they are few thousand miles away from each other because the world is small, and it gets smaller by internet landline. How would I know because I saw this happen very close, around me. Parents always want their child to focus on study so like they lie to him. But in here let’s think about the child’s mind after he found out the truth. I can guarantee that he will feel miserable because I actually know what that feels like. Thus I really think that they have to tell truth to child or close friends and ask for the help. 

          The truths also have to stay in between husband and wife, girlfriends and boyfriends. Why I believe in this is because I think your lover is the people who actually understand you more than and one. For example if I have girlfriends and she is talking to other guys and hug around people I will be kind of upset but not mad. 100% because I know she will truly like me but sometime get mundane at me, and looking for some new kind of fresh attraction. In my before case my parents were extreme anti-girlfriends because that will miss manage my time and my grade will go down, so what my parents do was give an evidence that she truly not likes me. (some sort of rumor, picture, and some previous stuff like her ex-boyfriends) although this is where my define of truth come. Even if I saw a picture someone hugging or holding hand I would trust her that she will still like me and give a best being to her with trust. I am the boyfriend and most close friend who share the secret and done a lot of stuff together, thus, if I don’t believe her who will believe her.

10 quotes that i live by

10 quotes I live by. I think this is a very funny and good topic I can be like a god, like Jesus 10 amendments; hum my first thing is always give first and don’t think about it. I put this on first because I think this is the most important thing to live a life. While we are living our life we have a lot of choice such as should I give my thing (stuff, such as I pod or other valuable stuff) to the other or to throw away, that happen to me a lot, because I have a lot of cloth and I have to threw away most of it because I wore that from since 8th grade. It doesn’t matter for me to throw away before but bot these days. Because I don’t have money to buy cloth in Korea anymore. And I feel that people have to give what they need to give and nvm it so they would not regret.
           My second is being optimistic. This days I don’t get what should I do to feel happy, the sport make me heat up (basketball) feels boarding and school life get tired and all my friends I don’t know how to treat them who should I believe or who should I fallow, and who should I threw like an old cloth. Last year when I play basketball I feel happy eager passion and all kind of stuff in my heart, but this days I couldn’t feel that, because I quite for a long time but I believe that when the time came I passion will open eyes again.
           3rd is YOLO, as all of u know YOLO means and YOLO stand for You Only Live Once. And this is my favorite, because that what I think when I live a daily life, I live my life once as a bob and I will not have my teenager life again so I believe that before this time go I have to do everything what I want to do, like making a girlfriends, get all A, swim race with turtle, swim to Managaha.

4th do the best to my parents, because it going to be too late if I try to help them and feed them they will be too old and too weak to bring somewhere nice and already get too many scratches from our miss behaving.  5th all ways give a best, I always try to make this promise like in soccer, we use to do a kicking and long pass to each other and I’m not that good at it, so whenever I miss I sprint to the ball so that my partner do not have to wait the ball. 6th don’t bother other people, I play multiple sports like basketball, soccer, swim, and tennis, and all of them have a partner especially basketball I love basketball but I’m not that good at it, so what I do is try best not to bother my team mate and not to make them tired so whenever there’s an empty spot I sprint their so I do not bother them.  7th be amour on everything, we have to learn loving thing like pets, friends and other plants. 8th live like u has lost everything which also mean live like u have nothing to lose. So we can be brave. 9th forgive people, even if u get so mad think 3 time stop, stop, stop. 10th do not fight, when theirs thing and event that happen so when u have to fight give them a peace sign so u can be neutral. 

what is happiness

Happiness is the most important thing in the world. Whenever I am happy, I want to help others and make them happy too. When we are happy, you usually smile and laugh a lot, which is also good for the body! People who smile and laugh a lot live longer than those who are sad. I get really happy when I eat food. For example, when I go to Korea, I get to eat all the things I couldn’t eat here in Saipan, and I get really happy. Right now, I am also very happy because Catching Fire came out. Last year, I spent my time watching Hunger Games with my family and enjoyed it a lot. But most of all, I think being with my family is the happiest. To spend time with your loved ones in the same house, and having people to lean against, makes me very happy. Right now, I live with 8 people in the same house. We are all from different places, but I call them my family. When I come home, I am glad that there are other people in the house too. Rather than coming home and being lonely, the house is always full of people, and that makes me feel happy. When you see people in pictures, they’re always smiling, and seem very happy. I wish this really happened in the real world. Happiness brings peace to the world, which also means that we wouldn’t be fighting. I feel very happy when I listen to music. The sound of music makes me think brighter and lets me learn new things. The melody is also good, so I enjoy listening to music. A few days ago, my dog gave birth to 5 little puppies. She had the look in her eyes that made me think she was also happy. Her puppies kept crying and made her tired, but she never left them. I guess all things in the world have a happy side in them. These days, I feel very happy because Thanksgiving is coming up. Every year, we have a Thanksgiving feast in the school, and there is ALOTS of food. Actually, I can’t really think right now what to write. This makes me kind of sad. I guess I’m writing random things right now, but all these things make me happy so, I hope you keep reading! Next, I feel happy when I just sit in my room quietly, and think of all the memories I have. From when I was young, to when I first came to Saipan, and now! I sometimes wonder how I came here, and why I was here. I feel very thankful and think that everything happens for a reason. Since I am in my junior year in high school, I often think of what college I would go to, and what my future will be. I feel happy that I’m going to finish high school soon, and start a new stage in life. I guess these are the things that make me happy. What are yours?


books

I have read a lot of book until now believe it or not, I read more than 100 book ( more than a 100 chapter book) and most of them start when I first came to Saipan, but I also read in Korea too. I start reading chapter book from 5th grade, and that book’s title was Tara Duncan and the other world. I personally believe that this was magical like I was choosen by this book, because when I first go to the bookstore it was very big and I want to search comic book such as Naruto, onepiece, bleach… however I still don’t know but I was in the fantasy book part. The book store was small and it was very old, we push the book shelf to the side and jam some book. And I found a book it was very thick, oh not that I found it but it was lucky because while I was pushing the book shelf that book drop, and it was very thick. I hold it up and it was a 2 very thick book that folded with plastic lab. And on top it said Tara Duncan; the beginning. And I thought hum this looks very interesting, in that time I do not have an any kind of interest in chapter book, and this was also very strange. When I brought to the counter (the counter man was very close with me he was one of my favorite people in the world and he is also an owner of the book store) he said he never saw that book, I feel strange and the barcode also doesn’t work so he just gave it to me for free. I feel so good about that so I was really motivate to read that book.

           2 years later, our family has make a plan to go to the Kotakinabalu which placed in Indonesia while I was going I found a book in my car, which was the book that I bought 2 years before, in that time those thick book look so boring on me however, not in 6th grade and I was literally in to the book, the author sophie aoudumamikomine was a brilliant writer, because all the word she use, it feels likes like all the word is made to use for that sentence.  Why I choose this book as my best book in the world, simply because this is my first chapter book I read in my life , as long as in my memories. This book makes me open eyes on fiction and nook, and after that I read all of her book and searching for more books. And until know I read a lot of book, hunger game series, harry potter, the house of scorpion, native son, and lots and lots of books. I really appreciate on this book that brings me in to the world of fantasy. And know days Tara Duncan became one of the most popular fantasy books in Europe and know it’s looking for the end